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one week to go before going back for another one week chinese new year holiday...usually,i'll be the most energetic people when it comes to the holiday subject..but now, there's something that keep on disturbing me since i come back here...weird thing that keep on blowing into my mind...not strong enough to face the reality...but i can't be too selfish....something needs to be done but the power is still vague...i'm happy with my own way now but still.....there's something missing...ya allah....mungkin inilah yg tjadi bile mudah sgt melatah bile diuji....astaghfirullahalazim....S.A.B.A.R....